Sempurna

This song will be continuously played in my head as of 30/01/09

"I would still like to wish everyone, a Happy New Year to all of you. May Allah will always blessed us with the happiness that we all wish for every single day. May our hopes will not ever diminish by our everyday problems. May our faith in each other grow stronger each day even if things pushes us to let go of each other. May all our dreams come true even if our everyday struggle with life keeps us away from our dreams. Amin.."
0 comments Thursday, November 29, 2007




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I'm trying to revamp this blog especially with the colours. I like the black layout already for its sophisticated look but I thought I should give other colours a try.Tried to create a banner for this site too and all I got was the above. Free from the tools from a certain website. Yes i know, its simple. You'd say "Looks like the one before lah, whats the difference??? " Well I like simplicity and I dont like change (Yes, one thing about me. So sentimental even about a banner. I got many memories with it bah..so what) SO everything is on trial at the moment. So for the banner, big possibility I say bye bye soon. Got limited time to work on it so bear with me. Various change of colours to be expected. Dont worry, its not pink haha

1 comments Wednesday, November 28, 2007

pic from fwd email.

0 comments Thursday, November 22, 2007


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From the raya pics, some would have judge me for celebrating raya instead of mourning for my late grandma. Don't get me wrong. I miss my grandma everyday and I have been mourning for her eversince she has passed away. It hurts me more as me and brother were the closest to her of all her grandchildren. Crying and not going out during raya is not what my grandma would have wanted for me. As you can see from my pics, I only went to open houses majority. Last few rayas I have been invited to several open houses by my colleagues but I was unable to attend because I go raya-ing with my family and the list was long, time constraint was also the problem. This year, I wanted to make an effort to visit those who invited me coz I appreciate them. I did not celebrate raya excessively and I actually had no mood to celebrate it happily. It was out of respect for my friends who had always visited my home and my friends who has always invited me over during their open house.

I have finished watching Grey's Anatomy Season 4 epi 1-8 and I'm hungry for more. Not going to elaborate more since there's lots of you who has not seen it yet hehe

AMAZING RACE ASIA DEBUTS TONIGHT!

Catch it every Thursday Nite 9pm on AXN

*im watching it as I post hehe*

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Fireworks as of Midnight


1st Day of Raya.
Fr Clockwise: First visit to my Grandpa; At my grandma my Dad's Side; my eager cousins and two siblings, my bro filling his stomach with food




MY RAYA VISITS THROUGHOUT THE MONTH


Fr clockwise: OpenHouse at my Aunt in Tutong; my uncle's house in Tutong;


DPMM FC Raya Gathering 2007




Fr Clockwise: My uncle's house in Salambigar, see my proud auntie with the breakfast she has prepared; my auntie's house in Rimba;

my 1st time visit to a relative in Rimba; my auntie with her husband open's house


Clockwise fr left: Tini's Open house; my uncle in Pandan's open house; a work colleague's open house; work colleague in Jerudong's open house


Clockwise from left: My previous boss's house in Jerudong, see his cute sons and daughter; my REN06 Partner in crime, XPY04 during his open house; my friends sharing a funny predicament when a certain person went into a wrong house by mistake (haha) at a colleague's open house in Jerudong; a visit to my TAIB friend at her apartment; a late night visit to XPY04 Ali in Manggis; a close friend during my sixth form days with her charming son in Panaga



0 comments Monday, November 19, 2007

Was chatting with an old friend earlier. She was longing to be home and I felt sorry for her. When she's here, she can only be back for a few days before being whisked away forcefully by the responsibility of her job. I can understand the feeling of being so far away from home, family, friends and especially your loved ones. Its a dreadful feeling, I know. Especially if you're all alone, trying to get by the day. Some would just make themselves busy with work and activities, saying everything's alright so that they wont feel that burden, that longing, that hurtful feeling, that they could all wish they could be right where they wanted just by a snap of the fingers. Sometimes to overcome these feelings, you do simple things. Like for say, when you miss someone and you can't be with each other, you'd call them. It always feels better after that one call. Though the feeling is still there, it still helps. It lessens the burden and the longing. Maybe what I am trying to say is that, to get through the day for some of us, we need that. Someone to call..

Yay!! Received my Grey's Anatomy Season 4 at 5plus pm. Now in epi 5 since 6pm. Need to pry my eyes off the laptop now if I dont want to end up with bloodshot eyes and lack of sleep in the morning haha

Fav moment so far

Dr Yang "Me so sad"

Hahaha
-thanks B202-

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Happy Birthday to my sis Aqilah who's turning 12 today. Happy Birthday Sis. We'll have a belated birthday dinner for you in the upcoming weeks.

Happy Birthday to cuzzie Iffah 76 too. I nearly forgot that she had the same birthday as my sis hehe

Also, Happy Birthday to Nurul O who's in the UK at the mo. Happy Birthday Nur. Hope you have a great birthday.

Friday, November 16, 2007




4th Season of Grey's Anatomy is here!

Kawaii (Cute) Neh?

I take back my words as I said I was too tired to post. Now I have only 4 hours left of sleep before I have to wake up early for work. I'm going off to sleep now people..Hope I didnt leave you all drooling for the London Kebab.... ZzZzZ..

A special mention to Noah of Abu Dhabi. Congrats on the engagement Bro.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Attended the "Seminar for Local Administration" at the Empire Hotel and Country Club on Tuesday 13/11 as a representative of my association, jointly organised by the Japanese Embassy, the Japan Council of Local Authorities for International Relations (CLAIR) Singapore and Ministry of Home Affairs. Members of the seminar also included government officials from Community Development, Ministry of Youth, Culture and Sports and Health Services Dept, Ministry of Health with Deputy Minister of Home Affairs Dato Paduka Awang Hj Dani bin Hj Ibrahim as the Guest of Honour. Also present was the Ambassador of Japan, Hashimoto Itsuo. Quite an interesting seminar as we had the Vice Mayor of Aomori City, Sato Kenichi as guest speaker projecting his Prefecture as an example for local administation at the seminar.







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For the last 3 weeks I have been craving for this Lamb Doner (Kebab) from the London Kebab shop in Sengkurong and I have been eating it everytime I am in town. Its truly delicious and the combination of the salad, lamb meat, mayonaise and chili sauce in the pita bread just hit the right spot in my stomach. As soon as I take a bite, I could really taste the tender lamb meat and my taste buds would be filled with sensations. Believe me, I always enjoyed myself while eating this as if I was in my own world. I would recommend this to any lamb lover out there. Though I have got to lay it off for awhile. I have sudden dizzyness that I am afraid to admit might be from my frequent eating of lamb. Eating a plate full of bbq sauced lamb at our Finance Director's Hari Raya Open House might also be the culprit haha What can I say... I love eating lamb.. *sigh*




Had days of espeed connection available but was unaware. Tonight I finally had the connection but yet im too tired to post. Sorry peeps. Workload has been tiring me down.

Just a short mention to Duts65. Happy Belated Birthday on the 10th. Had a great time catching up hehe dont forget my seasons ah!!

Also congrats to my sis who passed her PSR. 2 A's and 3 B's. Bot bad considering she spent her time 80% sitting on the sofa watching tv, 5% sleep, 5% showering, 1% eating and 9% studying haha Congrats Sis!! Glad you passed.

Friday, November 9, 2007

Was trying to get some news on the pys who just arrived at Singapore port yesterday. Tried out google and was delighted to see some news. Thought it would be nice if we could see some pictures





But then when I tried to access, I got this




%$&#!!!

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Feeling remorse and helpless. The sadness is overwhelming and its clouding over me. Never have I felt so numb as I dont know which step to take. The uncertainty of what's to come and the feeling of losing something is so close that I am so afraid, so afraid. Of all this, there's only one thing I am certain and brave to admit. This feeling in my heart that I have been protecting and upholding for all of these years. I am not going to give it up as I still believe in it as I have two years plus ago. Please let me get through this and everything will be the same again..

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Congratulations to my friend, 5079 whose team was crowned champions of the TD Summer Beach Volleyball Tournament 2007. Bet you were even smiling in your sleep hehe

Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Big grin on my face and if there's a mini me, she would be jumping up here and down dancing with an umbrella with her hand. Oh wait..thats mary poppins hehe
Liverpool now is currently third in Group A in the Champions League with 4 points with FC Porto in the lead with 8 points.
Goals: Crouch 19, Benayoun 32, 53, 56, Gerrard 69, Babel 79, 81, Crouch 89


Benayoun

Image taken from BBC Sport

0 comments Monday, November 5, 2007

These are some of the pictures I took as I got onboard the MVDoulos. They are in the same order as I took them when I went onboard. Forgive me as I usually take detailed pics of the tour but I had only one hour to enjoy the ship and take photos at the same time. Its hard to enjoy if you are too busy taking photos. I didnt have the same feelings and passion to take much photos as I had for Nippon Maru. Instead, it had made me miss Nippon Maru more rather than cure my itchiness to go onboard a ship. I'm sure the rest of the xpys would agree haha















































































































































I GOT ONBOARD!!!


Friday, November 2, 2007

Errr...just realised I havent post any pictures. Its looking more like a diary now. Hopefully will post lots of raya pics (by tomorrow)- until further notice people. NOW I want a Mac..

Updates:

-Had a nice cake-blowing last night. Poor bro had to sit for one of his o-level exam yest afternoon on his birthday.
Bought a yummy-looking delicious Chocolate Fudge Cake.

-Had a weird dream two nights ago of my late grandma. I miss her. God bless you Ni..

-Have 2-3 houses to go today. Our Financial Director is having an open house. Due to have a good time as he is such an outgoing director. He's dutch and he has an Indonesian wife and loves dangdut. Go figure haha Will drop by Duduts65 house this lunchtime and 11's boss too

-Zooming off to Muara Port later after finishing up Raya-ing. My last chance to go onboard MvDoulos! Please pray that I would FINALLY get onboard. I am dying to get onboard

-Its a busy week upfront. Got reconciliation to do. Feeling under pressure at times esp closing time as I am struggling with the schedule to finish what needs to be done in the timeline

-I'm hungry exactly at 7.58am (office monitor time *ahaks* )

-I shall end here. You can stop reading this now

Thursday, November 1, 2007

short talk: Go see Japanese Series Lunch Queen. Its yummy!

Here's the sailing route of Nippon Maru for SSEAYP 2007 guys! Taken off Fakhri's website. Thanks fakhri. Click on image.